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Saturday, July 21st, 2001
4:30 pm - Oh, anxiety...or?
She called. I'm shocked. And of course happy, but it doesn't have to mean a thing.
Now for some work-anxiety.

current mood: hopeful

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Tuesday, July 17th, 2001
3:57 pm - Not a subject of discussion
Feeling somewhat unfamiliar with the situation that's now unfolding. But still, I feel rather happy that changes occur. I seem to have this uncontrollable desire to sleep, it must be the repercussions of Arvika that still are showing effect. I mean, I didn't get proper sleep in four days. That'll mess you up really good. I had a good time though, even if I feel that could've managed without the majority of morons there. Stefan and Jesse made the trip completely worthwhile. The meeting that I *tried* to set up there didn't happen, which I sorta expected. I would really like to meet her...but it seems that's not a mutual feeling. Maybe in Emmaboda. My hopes are still high, even if suspicions lurk in the dark recesses of my mind.

Thought I might go to practice today. Just maybe.
Now for some food and recreation

current mood: thoughtful

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3:45 pm - Not a subject of discussion

current mood: thoughtful

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Thursday, July 12th, 2001
1:06 pm - Purgatory
A personal purgatory...falling in light mist.

Making a trip. For a better me. For a chance. Hope.

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Monday, July 2nd, 2001
6:26 pm
Feeling completely and utterly drained. The job is getting to me, wearing me down. Even my immune system fails to aid me. Woke up this morning, after feverishly have dreamt about ghosts and goblins. I tried to move but my body was locked in pain. I felt like an old man. I still do. 8 hours to go. Oh...sigh.

current mood: drained

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Sunday, July 1st, 2001
6:02 am
For the moment I feel rather content. Maybe things will ease up. Maybe. Some things though, are slipping through my grasp. That's annoying. I'll have to deal with it...soon. Now for some sleep.

current mood: content

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Saturday, June 30th, 2001
7:04 pm
So. Thinking about the job. Contemplating my chances of survival. And so forth. I feel an urge, a need to love and live. As it is now I'm locked in daily patterns...repeating myself...wind up, wind up. At least I'll be able to pay my debt to Jonne...

current mood: mellow

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